Thursday I had an exam at 11 AM I get there at 10:45 and all the other kids in my class are there...there is like 25 kids in the class. So it turns to 11 and he is not here....11:15 still not here...11:30 still not here. we decided to make an attendance sheet and hand it in to the history department with all our e-mails so he contact us whenever. It is now 12 PM NOON...we decided to go to the history department. So since we were in east campus we had to cram into a short bus. and get driven to main campus. we get there and we go to the history department and he calls the history department. He wants us to stay..the chairperson will not allow it so he decides to make the paper we had to do a month ago the final and determine it to be 60% of our entire grade. SUCCESS I got a 90 on my paper. Perfect way to end a semester.

finished christmas shopping

finally got my harman/kardon computer speakers with the big ass subwoofer. Score good weekend the week will be even better.

I can't stand this....I say I'm going to bed because I really want to sleep, but then I can't so I end sitting around doing nothing until my eyes hurt...Im sorry Mary Kate I tried to sleep. Honestly I need some herbal assitance.

Sleepy time tea.

yeah sure

SO I bought my the complete series on dvd of Sex and the City for christmas...and I got my dad the complete series of Band of Brothers. I rock.

I'm not going to say what I got my brother because I don't want to and besides he's trying to steal my clothes
his picture is a picture of Zach Stier in Jesse Stier Attire....annoying. Not to mention that I gave him my old jeans so he shouldnt be stealing clothes in the first place because I give him my clothes. That is my biggest pet peeve taking something of someone's witout permission and then giving that person an attitude and calling them an asshole or bitch because you won'y let them wear your clothes even though they didn't ask in the first place. WOW.

I wanna start up a rock band...like classic meets modern Muse meets Zeppy and so on and so forth. singing and solos. alright

Mary Kate I love you and I'm not going to say what I got you for christmas either so hah.

The ValGaazda Experience put up a new song for the holidays its called Santa Got a DUI check it out
myspace.com/valgazda
also can people buy our cd please? Thanks

Well ok its late...real late IM almost done with my work half an hour my ass.

My christmas shopping is done!!! Weird. I love it, I haven't seen TJ, John, Tivey, or Zambri lately....Actually I have seen matt more than I have seen them, but Matt hasn't because I drove by one day and saw him at Antonio's...awkward. Anyway I am hanging out with them on friday. I am going to maybe see Spamalot with Mary Kate tomorrow and maybe Tivey...very exciting!!!

I am also not sure if I wanna keep growing out my hair or leave it long, I dont know if I could pull off longer hair.

I gave away my last pair of my girl pants today end of an era. I gave them to my little brother I know he will get more use out of them. You know I always act like I hate him, but I don't I have a really cool little brother I lucked out ya know. I could never tell him that now because he would think its ok to steal more of my shit. I'll catch you in the act Zach hear me!!!! I'm going to be 21 in about 4 months and I don't have anyone to go with besides TJ and some of his friends I kinda wish I was younger....not really.

I know no one really reads my entries and I have grown to accept this I'm not really interesting and for everyone that has met knows I'm a loser whose not really funny just really awkward and unnecessary. oh well get over it right?

I never thought I would say this, but I'm getting sick of looking like Johnny Depp every time I go some where "OMG its Johnny Depp say that line he says" NO THANK YOU. or "you look like johnny depp so that means your hott' well I don't know but I kinda wish I was hot on my own. Whatever I don't even believe anyone when they say I'm good looking.

I want a 40 inch HDTV.

ok so I finished my work. good. Matt Strom, Dan Rudel, Pat Woodruff, Ben Weinberg, Mike Vickers I miss you guys.

xbox live is fun.

I found my old iPod shweet now I can take my old library from that iPod and put it on my computer. Oh my god its totally possible, did you know? I guess thats one of the perks for working at the Apple Store.

I guess thats it.

So its getting close to Thanksgiving...awesome. I need to learn how to study better.

notetoself: Math is not a strong point

I have nothing against you...Don't think I don't like you...call me, I will pick up.

for the record I did study love.

IN other news i got an A- on my history paper. Score!


success

Get with it...great game it definitely keeps me from studying. I don't know what to say, but bayonets and flame throwers.

Could there be more?

Alright I have to get this off my chest. Election 08, has come and gone and people still are telling me Mccain should have won. When I ask them why all they say is "I dont know I just like him better... he'd be better for our country...Obama and his views are going to destroy the country." When I ask for Obama's views and why they would destroy our country...guess what happens? NOTHING Because nobody knows anybody's views. They don't know what Obama wants and they certainly don't know McCain's fucking positions. people on youtube saying "I like Obama he is a good guy, but he is going to destroy our country" Why is he going to destroy our country what is he going to do? Is taking us out of Iraq and putting us in Afghanistan where we should be, such a bad thing? Is giving the people and businesses that make under 250k a year a tax break so that maybe we as a middle class can live easier like we did in the 1990's? Is Trying to generate a universal health care system in the United States such a bad idea so people who can;t afford it can not be left up shits creek? What about trying to find alternative fuels so maybe we don't have to worrying about running out or putting our planet into a disgusting piece of shit
and for all you people out there who love McCain did you know Obama's and McCain's ideas are similar to the point where they share the same ideas for some of their policies.

Did you also know that McCain's tax cut is going to cost 3.4 billion dollars for the people in the middle and lower classes so that corporations, big businesses and the wealthy can buy another fucking house or car or whatever else they don;t need. Thats so awesome now we can watch more TV shows about them and wish we could do that. but maybe I am making that up, but how would you know? Can you prove me wrong!? Im sick of hearing no shit to back up their statement that McCain is better than Obama. Maybe his skin is too dark to see the light in his heart for most americans? Unfortunately many people think they aren't racist, but their lying. They are and I dont care what you think Its ridiculous!
PLEASE LEARN BEFORE YOU START SPREADING HATE!
When I hear this coming from your lips all I can think of is the Social Contract, the French Enlightenment, The French Revolution(which led to Napoleon and Hitler and Stalin) oh wait let me guess you think Napoleon and the Enlightenment were good things.
Here is a fun fact 10,000 soldiers died a year in the 24 years of Napoleon Bonaparte's reign of terror. Oh and the french revolution were the building blocks for terrorism and Communism WHICH DOESNT LOOK GOOD ON PAPER!!!


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Political_positions_of_Barack_Obama

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Political_positions_of_John_McCain

Look some shit up and tell me what you think after this.

or go find your own sources other than your mommies and daddies and try to shut me up.
fucking lazy ass americans.

So I want to use this more but i always forget I have it...idk 7 months til Im 21 and yeah...I have a job interview at the apple store today...god I dont know I really need a new job....I wanna be ready for school and just finish my room up, I want a rug I dont know why I just do and I can't wait for that couch and the mini fridge I mean its no big deal if I don't get it, but my room would be ill if I had it. My xbox is working...not...this time its the video thing I dont know what to do...I'm about to buy a new one and return my old one pretending Im returning the one I just bought...That wouldnt work though. Oh well we will see what we will see. I need to rock out, I need to do good in school, I need to stop worrying whether or not I'll see my friends from college or not. I need the grades....I need a new car, a new stereo system, a half stack, and some beer. Oh don't forget my girlfriend. I miss her....shes at home, but its 3 AM no chance of seeing her now. Maybe later on today. I waana get a tattoo, well many. I wanna get the icelandic coat of arms, something with guitars/music/the heartagram(i dont give a shit if its stupid so is getting stars or a fucking tribal or something in chinese when your obviously latino or italian living in a metropolis setting and or any other fucking spot in America...at least the heartagram is a symbol and has meaning by it and not get it because it'll look good on your arm and you can look at it while doing your hair and tweasing your eyebrows)DO NOT COMMENT SAYING WHY CAN'T SOMEONE GET A TRIBAL TATTOO ON THEIR ARM WHAT IF THEY WANT TO! because then I'll want to gently shave slivers of your lips with a dull mach 4 titanium razor. I'm also considering the words love metal as well but thats just a thought. idk

So I am home from california and hell yea I am happy. I get to see Mary Kate I get chill with my bandmates and my other best friends. I'll miss it, but I know I won't worry about their smog scare over anymore. It was fun I guess I'm not gonna type what I did because no one will read this so I'm the lord jesus christ HAHAH. So Lemus I hear is turning into quite the scene waste and god its so humid here. I still can't believe I'm home WOW what a great feeling Howdy everyone I'm back

Here we go into the summer of 2006 the last summer of school days and the first summer of the rest of my life. A lot has happened in my 4 years of high school and experiences I will never forget, friends I would never wanna lose and a girl that I only found until the end of my adventure but later is better than never. I realize that growing up is like a giant lesson that sums up in Learn from your mistakes and regret nothing, acknowledge and move on don't stop looking forward...anticipate change because change is growing up. the stories i could tell you guys...you would never believe and the heartache and love i've been through was to the point of insanity. I wish I kept a diary so I could go back and read how I felt that day whenever. I wish I could read how i felt when I first got high or how I met Steve Vitabile or how I joined theOddessy and met Mary Kate my Lover til forever. I wish I could show you all what really happened when I first started hanging out with Ben Weinberg...god dammit I'm 18 years old. I feel like I'm about to be a freshmen..where does the time go? jeez I can't believe it.
I can't bellieve I started one way and I ended up the way I never thought I would...I never thought I'd go back to my old friends and I love them Matt, Pat, Dan, Mike, Ben. I didnt think I would make it to college and I didnt think I'd be in a wonderful relationship. I cant believe I built a backbone and got better at guitar and become smart and be looked upon as an idol. I was always the one in envy wanting to be looked upon as someone with a status I still dont see myself as one but everyone tells me I do and just wow. I never thought I'd need a job or be sober or be somewhat good looking god dammit I just cant deal with this. I am Jesse Stier and I've been soo proud to say that and accept it. For pete sakes I tried to change my name three times. After this summer I'm no longer looked upon as a kid...I am Mr. Jesse Stier abled to recieve credit cards, arrested if I commit a crime...I guess no more breaking into schools cuz I'm thirsty. June 22nd, 2006 is the beginning of my summer...the summer where my days of Jesse Stier the student become Mr. Jesse Robert Stier the teacher

Thank you to everyone I ever experienced anything with
you make me who I am today without you I'd be someone else
Mary Kate I love you with all my heart<3

Its the first day of school in 2006 and I'm not excited because I have nothing to look forward too and the years almost over.The Holidays are over and all the warm and comfort is gone. ::sigh::If I walk away with anything this year It would be that you cant wait and expect good things happen to you and that Mary Kate McNeill is my savior and without her I'd still be in my dreamoXcore world. I know now that everything is ok, and everyone whose been with me its been a crazy couple of years Thanks. and Mary Kate I Love You

Ho ho ho!! I'm so stoked that its christmas eve even though last nights show was completely unnecessary, but i don't care because I had the best looking girl watching me play and stayed with me the whole night. Mary Kate I Love You so much thank you for staying with me. Everything is a little better. Even though I'm not getting much for christmas...Its not important to me cuz I have the best friends and girlfriend and family. I'm in the best mood


Merry Christmas

So…this is my first entry and its thanksgiving. Well hopefully I can see Mary Kate tonight…since my parents think going to a fucking cabin all weekend is fun as hell YAY. I just wanna stay home and be happy…I pray to God for snow tomorrow. I need to calm down. I just wanna see Mary Kate I'll calm down then. Alright my families bugging out…Whatever

Happy Fucking Thanksgiving